Monday, July 26, 2010

Back rub please.....

Neck cramp is still going strong. I think its gone from pinched nerve to an actual muscle cramp. I need a good massage.

I had so much energy yesterday that I cleaned the whole house! I slept in a bit, but as soon as my feet hit the floor I was wired. I've been kinda expecting hubby to clean up since he's home all day every day...but he doesn't. He washes the dishes and for that I am grateful. I picked up a whole trash bag full of trash, swept, did laundry, cleaned the bathroom real good, disinfected the kitchen...I even swept behind the refrigerator! By the time hubby got out of bed, I was done and wore out and was ready for a nap...but I couldn't stop long enough. I did everything but dust.......I really hate dusting.

Saturday I didn't at all. I went to bed, slept an hour, woke up and noticed that hubby was still up. So I go into the family room, sat and waited for him. I hate going to bed by myself, and I've told him this several times, but he feels he is old enough that he can pick and chose when he will go. Well....I waited....and waited.....and waited....... and about 7 in the morning he finally says he's going to bed. I was soooooooo mad. I stayed on the couch. Yeah...I understand that he may not be tired since he sleeps in until whenever he feels like getting out of bed everyday and he doesn't really do anything, but watch tv and wash the dishes. But if he would get up at a decent time, he could go to bed at a decent time. Last night he finally came to bed around 3 in the morning after I gave up and went to the couch. I just feel that as a married couple we should go to bed together. Or at least he could go to bed shortly after me, not hours after me. He can't claim that he wants his alone time....he gets that everyday while I'm at work and Lilly's at day camp. I don't know. I hate going to bed alone and I hate waking up several times in the middle of the night and I'm still alone. How about you get a job that requires you to wake up before noon.....

Anyways...... it looks like I'm starting to show my baby belly. I got my first comment on it today. Its weird. With Lilly I didn't start showing until I was 6 months pregnant. That's how I got my first job. The boss told me that if he knew I was pregnant, he wouldn't have hired me. Um...isn't that discrimination or something? so a week after they hired me, my belly just popped out. But I'm only 14 1/2 weeks and I've got a belly. And I can't find affordable maternity clothes anywhere!! I knew I should have kept my old ones. I gave them all away. Yeah, I knew I was going to need them later, but those people needed them. Now, I have nothing and can't find any. There's a couple stores in the mall that sells them, but wow...... I could buy a new car with those prices!

I don't know if I've mentioned this yet or not...but the underwriters for our house loan denied us. Our mortgage loan lady said that the bank manager was taking a look at our application to see if there was anything he could do to help us out. I really do hope we get it. My credit isn't as good as they want it to be, I think that's the problem. I just haven't had many opportunities to build on it. Its been a long time since we've heard anything...which means we probably won't get it. I still have my fingers crossed though. I've already started making plans for this house. I can see us starting our family in that house. We need the space....and I would really like to have a place that is ours.

Having problems typing. I can't count how many times I've used that backspace button in just typing this. Also having problems coming up with the right words when I'm talking to people. I know what it is that I want to say, but I just can't remember the word. Or I'll mix up my words. My boss says the baby is draining my brain. Its funny...I've heard of pregnant girls having problems like I'm one of 'em.


  1. My friend had her fifth baby in February and during her whole pregnancy she kept talking about her "pregnancy brain"!! She said the exact same thing: she'd know what she would want to say, but couldn't get it out. Or she'd leave my office and turn right instead of left to go back to her office (to the left). Sad thing is we were both in grad school during that pregnancy, so I know she had a hard time sometimes!

    Sorry about all the loan stuff. That's a bummer :( Keeping my fingers crossed for ya!

  2. Its so frustrating sometimes, but other times its so funny. Hubby had a good laugh at me the other day with my mix up of words.