Tree came up yesterday, decorate it today. Would have decorated it last night, but we spent most of the time trying to make room for the tree.
I had a dream last night that we accidently had Christmas a week early. It took me by surprise cuz I didn't even have all the presents bought or wrapped or anything. I remember talking to Lilly after she opened all of hers and telling her that I have a big one for her at my work and will bring it home in a couple days. It was just horrible. How do you accidently celebrate a week early when your not even ready to begin with? I remember feeling so bad that I wasn't prepared and we went about it all wrong and ruined Lilly's Christmas. I also remember being so confused I didn't know what day it was until my dream was almost over.
Had another dream last night that I was kind of a manager or coach or something for this one team that had all these violations and I was trying to figure out how to fix em. Wait...no...I think I was part of the team, like a player. We had shiny metal helmets that reflected the sun into everyone's eyes. I remember the blinding feeling when it went into my eyes.
I didn't sleep well last night. My throat kept getting dry, so I had to get up for something to drink which caused me to go pee shortly after. My nose was stuffy, my legs were tingly and I even had a really bad leg cramp last night too. Those are happening more often than they should. Its almost an every night thing. Maybe I need to eat more bananas. I am just so exhausted today. I wish I could crawl back into bed and try to sleep again. Its getting to the point where I am just so wore out every day. I don't get any kind of energy until I'm already home from work. I have to force myself to get up and do stuff here at work. I ache all over and I'm just so incredibly tired.
The baby is or has dropped already. I can see a big difference in the shape of my belly. He just turned head down last week. I can feel it when I stand or walk too. My cravings for coffee and milk have gone away. Now I just crave sleep.
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